Mood:  quizzical

This blog profile is struggling to be updated since time and resources are in the edge of shoratge and uncertainties. In other words, money is hard to earn for I am paying my hours in the net cafes, and the major reason... (I thought) creative juices always just got minimal flow plus the fact that I have been so slow rushing along with time.

I just have to let these gift (I just confirmed it is creativity, you know!) came out whenever, wherever and whatever it may cause (or benefit) me. You must know that I am in stage were I'm discovering myself far more deep.

I really want to have multiple blogs of sort, or what? (This is the third blog I tell you.) Now, this is a personal one. Really personal I presume.

I have so many stories and "kuris-kuris" to tell and share, but then, situations made it more hard to attain. I guess this would be another challenge--to live with pressure and hardship. I am positive, still.

Although, I don't know if I am in the right "track" right now.

I'm trying to psyche everything...having the ease of letting things happen on their own. But I know, it depends and it lays on my permission to let them occur.

Eversince, I have so many chance to change this happenings, but I choose to remain unmoving and swimming, cruising along the things, urges I suppose, letting them occur infront of me. It is always the "DUMB" me who is existing!

Am not at ease. Always. Really...